GRANIT XHAKA has revealed his anguished words to Mikel Arteta when he was sure his darkest days at Arsenal would mean a transfer.
The midfielder says his “heart and soul” had gone and his “bags were already packed” to leave too – after he was stripped of the club captaincy and booed by Gunners’ fans.
Granit Xhaka bounced back at Arsenal thanks to Mikel Arteta but was happy to move on to Bayer Leverkusen last summer
Some pundits reckon Xhaka is in the form of his life with the Bundesliga leader
But everything changed once Arteta arrived as boss in December 2019.
And although Xhaka is delighted he did finally depart to join Bayer Leverkusen last summer, he has nothing but praise for the Spaniard.
The Switzerland captain, 31, told The Athletic: “I had many black days, sitting in my hotel room for away games, realising what had happened… I was completely devastated.
“The club showed me little respect even though I was the captain. It was clear they wanted to get rid of me as quickly as possible, apart from one person: Mikel Arteta.
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“When I met him for the first time, my bags were already packed and I was about to hop on a plane.
“With my heart and soul, I had already left the club. I said to him, ‘The solution is for me to go’. Mikel told me he wanted me to stay.”
Even then, Xhaka’s dad insisted his son should move – “for the first time ever, he told me to run away”.
However, the hardman’s second meeting with Arteta persuaded him to remain.
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Xhaka said: “I could not imagine myself playing for Arsenal again. I said to him, ‘I just want to be somewhere where the fans don’t boo me’.
“But he was so convincing. For the first time in my life, I took a decision without talking to my family first. I got up and said, ‘OK, I’ll stay’.
“We embraced and, from that day on, I returned to training and it was like nothing ever happened.”
Previous Gunners’ manager Unai Emery had stripped Xhaka of the captaincy following the player’s angry reaction to being booed by fans.
Under fire for his performances, the ex-Borussia Monchengladbach star riled home supporters even more after he was hauled off as Crystal Palace earned a 2-2 comeback draw at the Emirates in November 2019.
However, Arteta’s appointment revived both Arsenal and Xhaka’s career.
And if midfield partner Thomas Partey and center-back William Saliba hadn’t sustained injuries in the closing minutes as Manchester City stormed back to win the league, he feels he would have finished with a Premier League winner’s medal.
And while Xhaka’s brilliant play has put Leverkusen ahead of Harry Kane and Bayern Munich in the Bundesliga, he is excited about his reunion with Arsenal over the holiday season.
He aims to see the Gunners take on West Ham at the Emirates on December 28 as a “chance to say goodbye to the players, the staff and the supporters properly”.